I feel a bit better tonight. Maybe it was because I got some of the crap out last night. Maybe I just needed to release it. Maybe that’s why writing is such a great tool.
I’m going to visit my grandma and grandpa for a bit tomorrow. Grandpa decided to put her in a nursing home on Monday. It’s for the best I’m certain but I think it’s really difficult for grandpa. I don’t know if she’ll get better or not…we’ll have to give her a couple of weeks and see. I think the cancer and the treatments as well as all of the stress and pain and heartache has just taken its toll and she is done. I really wish she would have told me stories - written the stories like I asked…she was the only window I had into my mom’s childhood.
We went to Miss T’s ‘Green’ program tonight. They sang songs and narrated about recycling and conservation. It was a cute program. Of course I’d heard all the songs 100 times over the last 6 weeks…but it was nice to hear them all singing and so happy.
